Sheri Vermillion. 18 years of wisdom. I'm the girl with seven different kinds of laughter, a heart that is too generous for my own good sometimes, and a smile thats always planted on my face, whether i'm happy or sad. I'm the girl that has too many thoughts running through her head and needs a place to write it all down.
:) Smile, it looks good on you.
I haven’t written on my account since I was 18, I lived in Murfreesboro, I was in college, and I was still dating. Crazy how much things change when you’re not looking. I am now 21, I moved back home, I gave birth to the most beautiful little girl named Alaina in December of 2012. Also, the guy I used to talk about all the time when I was in college, the guy that made me feel like the luckiest girl in the world, he’s my husband now as of June 1st, 2013. I went through my post and felt emotions I forgot I had felt and laughed at things I had forgot I had posted. Since having a baby, I felt like my world had been turned upside down. I was so young, but I couldn’t wait to become a mother. As the time got closer, I felt more anxious. When she got her, the mother instincts kicked in full gear. Months after and after all the hormones had calmed down, I kept feeling like I lost who I was during that life altering time. I mean, I know people change, but they don’t really change completely do they? I feel better after reading all my old post. The things I thought were funny still make me almost pee my pants, the memories and friends I thought I would always hold dear still are treasures locked in my mind, and the boy I thought I could love forever, is my forever. Turns out I wasn’t as lost as I thought I was in life when I started this blog, I just needed a place to write down all my plans without knowing it. This blog helped me release so many emotions while I was away from home and being able to look back on it all makes me glad I decided to keep notes. Maybe I’ll keep this updated every so often, or i’ll come when I need to vent. Even if no one reads it, it still makes me feel better. :)
“It’s the oldest story in the world. One day you’re 17 and planning for some day, and then quietly, with out you even noticing, some day is today. And then some day is yesterday. And this is your life…
If you had a friend you knew you would never see again, what would you say? If you could do one last thing for someone you love, what would it be? Say it. Do it. Don’t wait. Nothing lasts forever.
Human beings are ambitious. We spend so much time wanting, pursuing, wishing. For the most part, that’s okay. Ambition is good. Chasing things with integrity is good. Dreaming. As long as the chase doesn’t diminish what we already have. The goodness we take for granted. The people we take for granted. The lives we take for granted. My life is good…
Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want. Everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true.
You never know where the next miracle will come from. The next memory, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it’s right around the corner, you open your mind to the possibility of it. The certainty of it.You just might get the thing you were wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it.
So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it. With all your heart.”
Cracks me up! XD
This is extremely true.. I hate remembering my bad dreams.